yeah, blogggginggg oh shit. only like 5 years too late. its cool. wanted to vent about life. it’s currently sucking ass. normally, it doesnt- okay maybe it does but not enough for me not to be grateful of what i have.
but right now? im apparently a bitchy terrible person and roommate who my “friends” dont want to live with. so really, ive got no real friend friends at maryland. just fake ones who drink the alcohol i buy them and study with my useless brain. yeah, cool.
well no more themed parties at 1*** by s, in case you were wondering. but hey starting next week, ill just go out to the bars by myself, because, why not? lets just hope i dont get raped, because lets be real. this is college park, and shit happens everywhere. even in my own damn apartment.
and im not studying physics or biochem or mamphys. shit, im about to be fucked. and my gpa doesnt need to get any lower.
rawr, what a terrible fucking birthday week. even freshman year was better, only becuase of Will. Thank you will, for making my birthday more than worth it. I may have been alone all weekend but my birthday itself was amazing.
but hey, there must be some reason i’m alone all the time, right? but im sick of changing.
#friends just walked all over me and i took it, without saying a word to them. terriffic.