biologychemistry

1). I’m not broken, so. what the fuck is up with that? ive never had a problem like this before.

2). we talked. wow i cant believe i totally bashed him….. but he wants to try?  that’s kind of awesome.

wont see him at all this weekend, he’s at a memorial service for his grand dad 😦 and ive got exams out the butt the next two weeks, but i guess im gonna find/make time…. i hope.

also, this weird ass pain needs to fucking stop. along with the fatigue and headaches and insomnia when i dont want it but narcofucking lepsy during the day?

jeez what is wrong with me. #college

#deleted my facebook going through withdrawal

#cant focus on biochem not studying = imminent failure what the fuck is wrong

#keep complaining about school but not working hard enough

#too busy & stressed

#need to be a better person but how/why/with what/for who/ everyone thinks everything is differennt

but really though, i hope all of this works out better, and that once finals are over (if he/i am around) things will get better. if not, hey, that’s life man.

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About lionking

Ranting about the ups and mostly downs of my life. If you like pessimism and the occasional drunken adventure this is the place for you. I'll try to be more open/clear about my (sometimes nonexistant) dating life. let's see how this goes. Also, this is for sure adult content, so there's your warning.
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