1). I’m not broken, so. what the fuck is up with that? ive never had a problem like this before.
2). we talked. wow i cant believe i totally bashed him….. but he wants to try? that’s kind of awesome.
wont see him at all this weekend, he’s at a memorial service for his grand dad 😦 and ive got exams out the butt the next two weeks, but i guess im gonna find/make time…. i hope.
also, this weird ass pain needs to fucking stop. along with the fatigue and headaches and insomnia when i dont want it but narcofucking lepsy during the day?
jeez what is wrong with me. #college
#deleted my facebook going through withdrawal
#cant focus on biochem not studying = imminent failure what the fuck is wrong
#keep complaining about school but not working hard enough
#too busy & stressed
#need to be a better person but how/why/with what/for who/ everyone thinks everything is differennt
but really though, i hope all of this works out better, and that once finals are over (if he/i am around) things will get better. if not, hey, that’s life man.