woah. i greatly dislike this feeling. it’s only been since… like sunday since I saw sam but i miss him already. and he’s been busy this week and he’s tired when I talk to him so it always seems like I want to talk more than he does cuz he’s falling asleep. but like, woah. i dislike this feeling of wanting to talk/be with him all the time when he doesnt want to (even for tiredness). seems way too needy.
finals, fuck. studying, papers. blah blah. i need to focus and get my shit done man.
all i want to do is sleep. & see Sam. poop. why do grades matter? 😦