Blow me one last kiss (you did)

jfdsgjghusvgsjbvnjsvnlslnnjfKEEP DELETING SHIT RAWG.

SYNOPSIS: Have you told anyone else youre in love with her? It’s not my secret to keep and I don’t want to have it. I dont want to know, it’s starting to eat me alive.

 

I’m eating my own words and not following my own advice. I want to get back in the dating game and get my single swag bag but I can’t. Every piece of advice i keep telling…. Wyatt, who sam wants me to date becuase it gets him off the hook of caring how i feel, which he doesnt really anyways so who the fuck knows.

 

but essentially, don’t let the fear of falling keep you from playing the game. But i am, not that im finding anyone to talk to/ know well anyways. ugh.

i’m too young to be caring about relationships. I’ve been neglecting work and mcat stuff and  many many other things i need to be doing to have fun. but im young, and its only summer once, and i just want to fucking enjoy my life, even if that means not always getting everything i want to get done. 

at the same time, i want to fucking enjoy being with someone. and i’m still sick and leary of random hookups, or even sex with anyone. I don’t want to actually be a slut, and honestly I think i’ve slept with too many people as it is. 

 

blah blah blah, while there are many other things going through my mind, I will hold off in lieu of actually (Maybe) getting some work done.

 

Here’s to the last month of summer being more fun, I’ll drink to that. 

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About lionking

Ranting about the ups and mostly downs of my life. If you like pessimism and the occasional drunken adventure this is the place for you. I'll try to be more open/clear about my (sometimes nonexistant) dating life. let's see how this goes. Also, this is for sure adult content, so there's your warning.
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