There’s only so much you can take just sitting at home and doing nothing, but there is also a point when going to a party and socializing is too much. I just want to hang out with a few people who i really like and who really like me (and don’t want to fuck me). But i just missed that opportunity because I wanted to try to get some work done. But I can’t seem to think about work, because I keep getting distracted by my computer and the thought that the drink a thon part two is going on right now and julia never really re-invited me. She did last night, but i’m guessing her bro nixed that idea. Oh well.
not happy and i should be but i’m not and i don’t know why, and i don’t know how to make myself change. or focus. or do something. maybe i’ll go for a run. (but probably not).