Call me a slut, a tease, a whore, whatever the fuck you want.
It was a mistake telling you to come over last night/ I shouldnt have done it. And you couldnt take fucking no for an answer? No I didnt have any fucking condoms, and no I didnt want to have sex with you. Can’t you just take the no and LEAVE?
jeez, pretended I was asleep to get this asshole to leave. Really?!?
I feel horrible, and I don’t even know why. What a mistake, texting him. And then I just felt guilty, like I was sorry for the other guy. WHO I STILL FUCKING LIKE BEING WITH AND WANT TO BE WITH HIM BUT HE DOESNT LIKE ME LIKE THAT. fuckitallman. fuck.
lonely, and depressed about school and shit.
also, I tried a brownie for the first time. It was interesting.
but um, I think I’ll stick with getting drunk, thanks.
fuck graduating when you have NO IDEA what the fuck you are doing.