Author Archives: lionking

About lionking

Ranting about the ups and mostly downs of my life. If you like pessimism and the occasional drunken adventure this is the place for you. I'll try to be more open/clear about my (sometimes nonexistant) dating life. let's see how this goes. Also, this is for sure adult content, so there's your warning.

Are you happy now?

No one will ever meet me in the middle. I give up. There is no point. Still struggling through. But I don’t get along with people. at all. I never will. I can’t do anything right. Advertisements

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I don’t belong in this club

Hung out with people from grad school this weekend, back in my old environment. There were a few moments where I realized I’ll never fit in, never be one of the cool kids, never belong anywhere. The rest? I finally … Continue reading

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Is there a doctor in the house?

There are things we tell ourselves to make sense of the bad things that happen to us. Everything happens for a reason. Sacrifice and hard work will pay off in the long run. When one door closes, another door opens.  … Continue reading

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Bury a friend

What do you want from me? Why don’t you run from me? What are you wondering? What do you know? Why aren’t you scared of me? Why do you care for me? When we all fall asleep, where do we … Continue reading

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Undrunk

When will I stop hating myself and my choices? Never? Why am I so mad right now? I got played. It’s not like I’ve never dealt with players before. Sure I have, but, it was never quite this deep. First … Continue reading

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i’m so tired

It’s okay for me to feel upset. It’s normal to be hurt, and tired. It’s okay to want more. I don’t have to fix you. It’s not my fault you’re not available, emotionally or physically. It’s okay to want someone … Continue reading

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Meet me in the middle

Jeez I’m like bipolar about this man. I’m trying really hard to pretend he doesn’t want to see me or doesn’t want me and has other priorities but in reality I’m SO FUCKING EXCITED. I DON’T WANT TO WAIT ANOTHER … Continue reading

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